The angels in Jessie Lincoln's collection mark every milestone of her
life. She shuffles about touching her favorites, trying to decide
which to take to the retirement home, which to leave for the sale.
A four pronged cane steadies her.
Jessie lifts an ivory figure in an intricately carved gown. She
speaks to her husband, long dead. Her voice is strong, but her
head bobbles with the words. "This was my motherhood
talisman, Jack. I carried it when we were expecting Billy and he
was born so strong and healthy."
She caresses the filigree edging the angel's gown, and thinks
about selling it. She sets it aside, grips the handle of her cane
and sighs. Then she pulls her sweater close over narrow shoulders
and plucks a softly green china angel from the shelf.
"This
one matches the dishes we carried back from Canada, Jack, before
we were married - in the Limoges crate with the illegal whiskey. I
was terrified we'd be arrested - talked the leg right off the
border guards."
Jessie laughs with the tinkling sound of a girl. "Fifty-six
years and I never broke a piece." She slips the angel into
her sweater pocket.
"Oh, Jack! I hate to leave ... But I had a little stroke ....
The stairs are hard ... Bill worries, you know."
Jessie taps the rotund belly of a wooden angel joyously blowing
a fluted horn. "I bought this one in Switzerland. My first
trip without you ... Life changes, Jack. It changes till the very
end and who knows about after?"
Jessie's shoulders square. Her eyes wander over the angels, gently
her knotty fingers touch several more. "Only the angels know
for sure."
She is ready to leave but speaks again to Jack, telling him of
the young couple who are buying the house, their four year old
twins, their plans. Her eyes are damp but a smile deepens the
lines on her face.
"Soon there will be new laughter here. New futures are
coming." Jessie is a little steadier now. She takes out her
handkerchief and wipes her eyes. "The children make leaving
easier. They make it easier."
She stops at the door, turns and pulls the china angel from her
pocket, sets it on a table. "The memories are my treasures, Jack.
I'll leave the angels for the sale."

I have been writing for five years and have had publications on the
Internet in Seeker, Mystery and Manners, and The Edifice of
Art and Literature. My work has also appeared in World Wide
Writer's Magazine, and The Wellspring Magazine.
Recently, the BBC World Service accepted a story for a reading. Two of
my stories received honorable mention in the Ashes International Writing
Competition. I live in Ohio and have four grown children.
Presently, I am a member of Boot Camp, an on-line writer's group led by
Alex Keegan. At the moment, most of my time and energy is going into a
novel which I hope to finish by fall.
Jessie's Angels was written during the bittersweet time when
my mother-in-law was preparing to move into a retirement home. She
decided to break up housekeeping after nearly sixty years in the same
house. I hope you enjoyed reading it.