I was not sitting on the front porch
when you came through the doorway.
If I had been
I could have picked you up,
enticed you back inside with jelly beans,
and once again
let you stuff too many in your mouth,
and as it became too hard to chew,
my eyes could swallow each little grimace
that your face would make.
I could laugh when juice ran down your chin,
and allow you to spit into my hand
when you were through.
I could kiss the stickiness from your face,
tasting only your sweetness.
and gathering you tightly,
I could feel the life
that has now gone from you.