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Once upon a time, there lived a young woman. She kept herself hidden
in a small cottage upon a hill above a tiny village. Day after day, she
stayed within these chambers, unwilling to venture beyond the front door
because she was afraid. She was afraid of the open spaces; she was
afraid of the woods surrounding the small hill, which was necessary to
travel through before she could get to the small town below. She was
afraid to make any pilgrimage from the tiny world she had created.
This stunted space was all she knew. Her world was held within the walls
of the cottage and the small garden to the back of the house. She swept,
she cleaned, she cooked and she tended to her garden every day. Day
after day, it was the same.
One day a knock came upon the door! She opened it to find an eagle
perched upon the porch railing.
"Good morning, Miss," declared the eagle. "What a fine
day it is to soar! Might I tempt you to fly with me?"
The young woman drew a deep breath to quiet her suspicions. "Oh I
see you are a magnificent bird," she cried, "and certainly
anyone might feel safe with you. You seem capable of great flights. But
I cannot go. I cannot leave these confines to face the terrors I would
surely encounter with you!"
"Nonsense!" cried the bird. "I see that you are a fair
maid. One who makes my heart ache with your beauty of face and spirit. I
could love you wholly and entirely, if only you would allow. I know my
journeys will be made better with you beside me."
The eagle smiled broadly and she felt her tethered soul lighten. Never
before had she seen such charm, such want and need in such deeply
searching eyes! She felt her heart swell at the beauty of his words, at
the adventure and the freedom he offered to her.
The eagle vaulted from the railing to stand squarely in front of her.
With a quick wink, he said "I am enchanted with your beauty and I
can tell you are a sensitive soul. Do you not know that eagles such as I
are endangered and must be well cared for?"
The young woman was softened and felt her heart open to his sensitive
and needy soul. "You should come inside," she said, "and
I shall brew us some tea while we discuss this journey of yours."
"No," cried the eagle. "I cannot come into your abode for
cages frighten me. Instead, write me your thoughts and leave your notes
in the top of that apple tree in your garden. I shall pick them up and
leave my replies in the same fashion."
With a nod, the young woman agreed immediately. The eagle hopped down
each step of her porch, walking a way down the path towards the woods.
He stopped, turned his head to look back at her and with little effort
opened his wings and soared into the heavens, leaving her to ponder what
she would write to him that evening.
She raced through her evening meal and her tasks to keep the cottage
tidy. It was dark when she finally sat at the table in the glow of the
hearth-fire and candlelight. She began to write. Paragraphs and pages
poured out of her. Poetry she did not know was in her heart flowed out
upon the quickly-filled pages of her letter.
She heard the rooster crow before dawn and, sprinting from the table,
she raced into the morning twilight to leave her note of love up within
the branches of the apple tree. As time progressed, each morning became
the same wait for the dawn. Sometimes it would come rosy-colored,
sometimes strawberry blonde. Sometimes it rained with great clashes of
lightning and thunder. But it was always the same dawn to her and the
same eagerness to converse with the eagle.
She never saw his arrivals or departures. Always her notes were gone
when she looked within the branches. Most times the eagle left notes of
his own. His messages took her breath away with their sensitivity and
passions, imploring or gently coaxing her to join him in his flights of
fancy. He crafted his words to the shape of her heart and slowly but
surely, she became obsessed with the thought of him until she could do
nothing but while away the hours thinking of and writing to him.
Finally came an evening when, feeling bold enough, the young woman wrote
to ask the eagle to visit with her again on the porch. The eagle
responded in his own note saying he would do this for her, but only with
certain conditions. "I cannot bear," he said, "to see you
and not be able to fly away with you. For now, offer me this much: I
will meet you on your porch, but you must remain cloistered within your
cottage. It is only your voice I need for now."
The young woman was touched by his honesty and agreed to meet him on his
terms. That evening she stood at her window and called gently to him,
"Eagle, please come to me now. Eagle, are you near?"
"I am here, fair maiden. I am just below your window on the porch
where we met."
"Are you a prince?" she asked him.
"I am what you make me to be, dear one," he replied. "I
am your hero and fears, all rolled into one. Are you frightened?"
"Oh, dear Eagle, I am very much so! But I feel alive as I never
have before," she breathed. "I have never yearned so much to
be free, as you are!"
"Then come with me," he whispered.
"I cannot yet, dear bird. I am still afraid," she responded.
"As you wish," the eagle said. "Just sit here now and
abide with me a while. We shall discover your strengths by taking down
your walls. Do you prefer they should come down in one big crash or
brick by brick?"
"You make my heart pound with your talk of such things," she
cried. "I feel myself yearning to fly with you above the clouds,
high over the town to whatever lies beyond! I believe I could be safe
with a magnificent eagle-prince such as you appear to be."
The eagle only smiled into the dusk.
Many nights followed with such talk between them. At each dusk she would
call to the eagle and he would soar in on the purple evening skies and
they would share their voiced anticipation of each other. One night when
she felt buoyed up in her eagerness to be closer to him, she asked
"What would you do if one morning I sat in the top of the apple
tree to wait for you?"
"My precious maiden," he declared. "I should pluck you
from the branches and carry you off to a great beyond such as you could
never imagine. I should be the happiest eagle in the skies if you were
to offer yourself to me in that manner. My endangered life would be
complete."
And the young woman only smiled into the dusk.

The Day
Dream, 1880, by Dante Gabriel Rossetti |
The days began to pass more slowly for the young
woman. It seemed hours were added to each span of day in her
impatient wait for her commune with the eagle. She heard music in
her head. Old songs with new meanings. Her heart was completely
given over to this winged suitor and her letters of yearning and
love continued to him, day after day. She continued to place her
letters in the branches of the apple tree, straining each morning
to find some sign of him in the dawn's skies. But it was always
the same. Her letters would be gone when she looked again, to be
replaced somehow by notes from the eagle, always proclaiming his
ardor and devotion to her. She never once glimpsed nor heard his
winged commute.
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It was after a particularly long night of writing and
anticipation that she arose that particular dawn to a feeling of safety
and surety of her heart's desire. Dressing carefully and warmly, she
tiptoed out to the garden where the apple tree stood, naked in the
autumn's chilled wind. She climbed to the very top, as far as she dared
into the branches, to wait for the eagle's approach. The skies began to
lighten and the stars were extinguished, one by one, by the approaching
dawn. She craned her head this way and that, trying to find a speck in the
sky that might signal his arrival. Finally she heard the beat of his
nearing wings and looked up as he swooped low across the skies. She
screamed her delight as she was clutched by his talons and torn from the
branches. The winds became warm and surrounded her like a cocoon as the
eagle pressed higher into the heavens.
"This!" shouted the eagle. "This is how it can be for
you! Look below! See how small your troubles are from here," he
urged.
Beneath her she could see the cottage. How insignificant it all appeared!
Her cottage and gardens perched upon the tiny hill, like a wide circle
upon a map. The village was neatly placed below, split into sections by
narrow roads opening to wider ones, leading out to the world beyond. And
the woods were not at all endless, as she had perceived them to be from
the ground, but resembled narrow ribbons, dividing one town from another.
"Oh my dear eagle-prince! How marvelous all this is! How wonderful it
is that you have revealed this to me! I want to fly with you
forever!" She wept, overwhelmed at her feelings of love for him.
And so it seemed, as soon as the flight had begun, the eagle swept down
fleetingly, to deposit her on her own front porch! She found herself
sitting on the porch-step, the eagle standing upright before her.
"My own dear maiden," he began. "The thing I have feared
most is come upon me."
"What, my prince, could that be?" she queried.
"That I must leave you here and return no more," he answered,
sadly. "I cannot take you further and fear any more flights would
only make it that much harder for us to part."
"And why must we part?" she cried, her tears spilling onto her
windblown cheeks.
"I must leave that for you to decide, dear lady," he answered
before he slowly backed away, unfolded his wings and took to the clouds.
In the days, the weeks, the months that followed the young woman continued
her writings to the eagle. Before long the apple tree was covered with
envelopes, its branches threatening to break under the burden as she
continued to leave her notes and letters there, one by one, dawn by dawn.
Before long the letters spilled over to cover the garden, the path, the
house and the porch. Still she wrote. Until one day she ran out of both
ink and paper and, without remembering her old fears, she hastened down
the hill, through the woods and into the village below.
I am a 50-something woman, now living in the enchanted land of
Albuquerque, New Mexico for 4 years, choosing to move here from Southern
California when the earth moved under my feet! I chose New Mexico because
of the wonderful people and the truly enchanted landscape that stirs the
creative juices in the soul of me. To pay the bills, I work as a teacher,
instructing students who wish to become Medical Assistants. For my soul, I
live on a little piece of river-bottom land where I garden, planting both
flowers and vegetables, and raising Pygmy goats, chickens, geese and a
rabbit or two.
I cannot remember a time when I didn't write. I have written personal
journals throughout my lifetime, especially difficult periods, to get me
through. Story writing has been a hobby for me, though I don't necessarily
write for publication. The inspiration for "The Maiden and the
Eagle" came from a chance online meeting. I allowed my imagination to
come to its conclusions, simply asking myself "What if....?"
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