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"Good night, girls." I pin a ribbon in Hannah's hair and place
her next to Giselle. "No giggling."
The ballerinas smile back at me with painted lips. Their tutus are
fluffed. Their toes are pointed. All have ribbons in their hair and a
bracelet on their arm. Each wears a locket. There are eight of them, lined
up against the headboard in my spare room: Alicia, Breanne, Carley,
Danice, Emma, Francine, Giselle who wears a crown of white feathers, and
now Hannah. By the 20th of December, when it is time for them to leave for
their new homes, there will be a doll for every letter of the alphabet. A
note with their vital statistics will be tied to each right arm.
For instance, Alicia's says: My name is Alicia and I am 8 years old. I
love to dance. Do you? I need somebody to take care of me and love me. The
locket and bracelet are Santa's present to you.
Every September I begin to work on my dolls. By then, my sewing room is
crammed with sale items I've picked up throughout the year. Silky ribbon
and bits of frothy lace poke out of brown paper shopping bags. Pink satin
for ballerina legs and yards and yards of filmy, gauzy material for tutus
has been carefully pressed and hidden on the top shelf away from nosey
cats. There's curly-haired wigs in blonde, brunette and auburn, baubles
and beads for trim, and jewelry to please a young lady's fancy. Every doll
will wear a gold locket and a bracelet and each will carry a tiny purse
that holds one toonie (our Canadian two dollar coin).
This tradition started nearly sixty years ago. Let me tell you how it
began:
A long time ago, in the time of the Great Depression, a young family was
preparing for Christmas. Times were hard; the father was out of work and
money was scarce. The three children, Jack, Gwennie and Viv, had been told
that Santa wouldn't be bringing any toys that year. The mother had
explained that sometimes Santa just couldn't bring toys to every girl and
boy. The children had listened, but they'd still sent away their letters
to the North Pole, their eyes bright with the knowledge that Santa would
come that year like he did every year. They didn't have long lists like
children do today. The girls each wanted a doll, the boy skates.
That particular year, during the long, cold evenings, when the children
were tucked in homemade quilts under the eaves, the mother sat by the fire
knitting. In the closet, wrapped in brightly coloured tissue paper, was a
sweater for each child. Jack's sweater was blue, his favourite colour, and
had a hockey design on the back. Gwennie's was green to match her eyes,
with a ruffled collar that had taken ages to complete. Viv, the youngest,
was getting a pink one with angora bunnies on the front. And although each
stitch had been knit with love and every row was even and straight, and
there wasn't one mistake, the mother was still afraid the children would
be disappointed. How could a sweater, even one that had taken hours and
hours to knit, compare with a doll or skates? She had prayed very hard to
find some way so that on Christmas morning her children would wake to find
that Santa had left two baby dolls and a pair of skates under the tree.
Now, it was Christmas Eve and so far God hadn't answered her prayers.
She chided herself a little. She knew they were lucky to have a turkey to
roast the next day; some families didn't even have enough to eat. They
would have the tree and a nice meal and the kids would have their new
sweaters. It would be enough.
As was their custom, the tree waited on the porch until Christmas Eve when
the father brought it in, all fresh and smelling of pine, and placed it in
the front window. On that particular Christmas Eve, the children were
sitting at the big, round, maple table stringing together garlands of
cranberries and popcorn. A pot of cider, fragrant with cinnamon and
cloves, warmed on the wood stove and in the oven, cookies baked alongside
apple and pumpkin pies. Outside the wind howled.
Gwennie stopped chewing popcorn for a second. "I think I heard
somebody knocking at our door."
They all paused a moment and listened. Sure enough there came a tiny rap.
"Whoever could be out on a stormy night like this?" the mother
asked.
"Maybe it's Santy Claus," Viv said.
"Don't be stupid," Jack said. "Santa comes down the
chimney. He don't come knocking at doors."
Two young women wearing Salvation Army uniforms stood on the porch.
"We've brought these for the children," one said.
"Be on your way," the father said. "And take these things.
We don't need your charity here!"
"It isn't charity; just a gift for the kiddies. Santa left them at
our church. Your children's names are on the card." And so they were.
The smallest one, Viv, squealed, "Momma look! Dollies." The
mother touched the father's arm. "Oh, Dub, please."
The father loved the mother very much and could deny her nothing. His dark
eyes softened and the two young women were invited in for a glass of cider
and some cookies.
The baby dolls were dressed in new clothes, sewn with tiny stitches. Each
had a note tied to her arm with a scrap of ribbon and each lay in a cradle
made from a six-quart basket that was trimmed with layers of ruffles and
lace. Gwennie's doll was named Grace; Viv's, Barbara. There was a hockey
stick for Jack and skates with new yellow laces. (They fit perfectly when
worn over two pair of heavy socks.)
The next day, these same two young women shared Christmas dinner with this
family. They did so every year until their Lord called them on another
mission. By this time there were two other young women to take their
place. Over the years it became the practice of this family to reserve two
places at the Christmas table for strangers who were alone on this most
holy of days. Usually they came back year after year to share Christmas
dinner; they weren't strangers any longer but friends.
That mother and father was my grandmother and grandfather; the boy Jack,
my dad. They are all gone now. Viv, the last one, died last year just
before Christmas. The dolly Barbara has moved in with me. I can see her
from where I'm sitting; she's sleeping in her six-quart basket cradle
beside the big, green rocker. This Christmas, like every Christmas for
about sixty years, she'll be placed under the tree. And this year, my
family will sit around that same maple table and we'll share our Christmas
dinner with two strangers. I will tell them the story of the two young
women from the Salvation Army who came calling so many years ago. And like
that time so long ago, by the end of our dinner they won't be strangers
any longer but friends.
Anna Hood lives in Prince Edward Island, Canada with her husband and
two Siamese cats. You may find her flying kites in the Pownal Highlands or
wading in the tide pools on the south shore. Her ambition is to fly in a
hot air balloon over Ngorongoro Crater in Tanzania.
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